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By Your Side - Tenth Avenue North

Yea, I'm not up for a challenge

I can't keep myself organized. I can't get away from this addiction of the internet. I can't stop thinking about him. I can't get away from this stupid drama. I can't keep promises.



I need to run to "my place".






Later, tomorrow I'm crashing at Precious' place and talk and eat some damn waffles and icecream rofl.

Still here

Blog of the morning spring. Hah, it's getting close to April, and April is a wet month. A rainy month. Guess what that means?! I'm gonna record myself playing any guitar songs that has the word rain in it. It's a challenge! Other than that, Tony and Anny's birthday is tomorrow. I'll buy some brownie mix and make it for Anny(MY BOYFRIEND) Haha. I went to the mall yesterday and found a shirt that said "I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND" I might get that for her Ahah. Today I'm heading off to Frisco. Oh how I wished to take pictures of Frisco! I'll take some scenery too so that I can photoshop them (=! Ahh, what a day this will be! I'll get Leah something from Frisco. Just Leah haha. I've spent so much money last week when my older brother came home from college. After, I'm going to FYC(= it's gonna be the best FYC since it's Caesar Chavez day! ISAAANNNG BAAAKSAK! I'm looking forward to it! Well, it's sorta 8:40ish, and I don't think there'll be enough time to blog some more so, have a good Caesar Chavez day!



New phrase:
YOU COO GIRL! Lol, Leah and Lorraine think it's cute, I THINK ITS COO. :p

What a rough Sunday.

I consider myself as a Christian Hypocrite. Why? Because I'm Luke Warm.

Everyday I'm walking to school or biking to school, my mind is comfortable with the words, "Don't worry, today is going to be a better day." School draws me away from my Christian life. But if whatever I learn from church says, "Be not of this world" how am I supposed to avoid it when I have to live amongst the world? I'm accustomed to this world. I do these worldly things because in reality, this is life. The life I'm living to strive through and accomplish. When I age, I'm letting myself know that hey, if the world hates you know that it hated Me first. As in, if you think the world hates you, how do feel about how the world hated Jesus, how the world hates God for setting these afflictions upon us. You know, I don't care whether you may not be able to accept me as who I am, but at least I'm not lying. They say that the unworthy ones are the false prophets. Considering this, if I drunk at a bar and I yell out to the people around, "Look at me! I'm a Christian!" Do you think people would believe me? No duh. So how are you going to judge me by how much you think you got it worst than me? Only God can judge me.

I learned that if you say the quotes that famous people write, say, tell whatever, you can't just tell the whole world what he or she said. Firstly, you've got to understand the meaning and why they had an urge to say it. Quotes are based on self-understanding not expressions found by others. To me, quotes are an encouragement, but I don't necessarily follow them. I try to understand and apply it to my life. I'm not the type of person that can actually comply with, "Whatever happens, happens" I remember watching a video on youtube idr the title, but he said, "You can't really follow this because you wouldn't be making an effort in making it happen. You're just sitting back until someone or something or whatever your wating on would catch up to you." So basically, I'll be patient but still try at the same time. And throughout everything, it's time for me to progress and not regress

We don't want to relive the past

We want to move on and get away from it all


Friday was a nice day(:

We only had 2nd, 4th, and 6th period. Yess. What did I do in those classes? Ahh, book report, test, and Chapter review, all in order! Hah, it was an easy day. All I gotta worry about is the book report and the Childhood Poster for Espanol. And I need to study for Bio bleh. Test on Wednesday)= Ohwells.

I consider Aaron, KuyaAaron! Haha. He took me all the way to piedmonthillshigh and stuck with me till 6pm hhaha. I went to visit Jam and so Aaron tagged along. We couldn't find him, but we walked across a group of girls and I hear 2 voices calling my name haah. Mymy and Camille were there haha. It was nice to see them. Mymy is sooo cute! Hah. Well, Mymy told me that Jam left, and Oh great, he left. But luckily she was able to get in contact with him. Soo, he was at the library. She runs over to the door, Aj and I, walking slowly, lazily. Hahah Walked in, blargh. I see Kristina and then Jam! Yay! It's been a while! Yeup! we hung out in the library, watched him session. Threw halls at him, haha. YEAH, next time, I'm getting you a bag of cough drops(:! Hmm. It felt like the first time I met him. Me being weird, him being chill. Lol. Rawr. Yeup! That's basically it, hah dont think I didnt write about everything.
Haha, i have two journals so ;p

Well, it was time to say goodbye(: And "hope you do well in your performance!"

Woot, off to BK with Kuya Aaron! HAHAHA.
YOU THINK ALL BLACK PEOPLE ARE HALF FILIPINO!
jkjk, I guess lol. Neyo, Lead singer from pussycatdolls -.- NICEE, whatever you sayy! Orgasmic oreo shake from BK, that's what he said! Hahahha Damn, long day

Youth hour! More youth came! all of jenna/angelica's friends. Hmm, they're all girls o.o in my mind I was like, I BET THEY'RE GONNA HAVE A GIRL TALK. so true. I didn't stick around I was outside on the patio with KB Kuyales, KuyaDino, Kuyawes, jade, paolo, stephen and my bro haha. Yea I don't like gossiping, but I love having a great laugh lol! They cracked me up so much! They were rapsessioning lol! And then they had a jam session, i joined it (:! Later we told scary stories. For some reason it ends up being ironic and funny! Hahah KuyaDino is like, so good at it hahaha!


KB- "You know, one day Lenlen is going to be a youth leader, she's gonna be taking some of our places you know. She's someone you can look up to and learn from. She's overcome this silence she had at church. And hey she's hear right now discussing of previous lessons and refering it to our lesson right now. This is the type of person you can depend on. She's improved so much you don't even know.

+I've got to change my acts, my crazy nonsense.

Let me go

I can feel you grabbing me from my arm, begging to come back into your life. I snatch my arm from your grasp. Breathless, I take off. I won't be coming back.

Later..

You watched my steps, you realized what kind of mess you've put me through. You decide to let me go, let my grudge fade away. Thanks. But you still don't deserve my company. You've got to figure it on your own.

Hey David Driessen. It's ok, I forgive you. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. Thanks for being an asshole and welcoming me into your arms of deception.







Today was not a good day. How am I going to get there tomorrow? Can clarence bring me? Maybe I should ask Aaron to take me there.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEN!

I'm gonna make him cake today, andddd buy him a nice sweater(:


What's been going on lately? Apparently, I've been moody. Uhm, I hate being flirtatious at school, at FYC, blah. I need to keep my mind off of school FYC and everything. That's why we have spring break! It's 8am. School starts at 9. Andd I need to study for English. How are things going with the awesome Jovey? Well, it's been good. Not much problems, just trying to excel in english and math rofl. My parents saw my F on math, but they didn't notice my C in english, wow. They kept telling me, WHY DO YOU HAVE AN EFF? WHY DO I EVEN LOOK AT THIS PROGRESS REPORT, WHY DONT YOU STUDY HOW DID YOU GET THIS YOU NEED TO STUDY MORE. And for some reason, whenever I answer their questions, WHY THE HELL DO THEY REPEAT IT?! When I said, dude it's just a progress report, you're seeing how I progress in my classes, they give you one for each quater to remind you that your child is going through these grades in their classes. I also said, don't worry about it, in math we're going into calculus and it's getting better, I swear I have a C (well a D , 66%) and they asked me, WHAT? is it based on your tests only? Uhm, duh? Our homework, there are no points on it, the teacher expects us to do the homework anyway since my grade relies on the tests and quizes. I even told them, TRY TO DO THE SAT II TEST ON YOUR OWN, you'll fail! They responded with, "Well, all you have to do is study." It's not always about studying! In order to get it done the right way, you have to redo the problems over and over to understand it! And it's freaking Barons and Kaplan SAT II Books. Crazy ass mofo shit! Calculus, WAYYYY EASIER. It's like alg.I all over again! I didn't cry in front of them this time, because I knew that I'm improving, I know my mistakes and I'm the only one who can fix it, not them. They cant come over to my school and take the tests for me, I've got to improve myself. Shit man, they're all telling me to do this and that, yet they're not even at home untl 6-8pm! They don't realize that I'm a hardworker. And if they choose to see me that way, hey I respect what they say but if you really want to raise a child with a low-self esteem and you continue to keep putting weight on us then fine, have your child live a miserable regretful life. It was your choice, this is what you expected. It's not the child's fault. You lured them into making them think that they can't do anything. My parents all they do is whine LITERALLY, they just say study more, they only say that because they have nothing else to say! That's no encouragement. that's just a demand. And hey parents can be selfish, I have a dad who doesn't want to deal with the surround world, he's more like a hypocrite. He says who needs friends? They wont help you they won't do anything for you. THEN WHY THE HELL DO YOU KEEP YOUR FRIENDS? WHY THE HELL DO YOU KEEP CONTINUING TO RELY ON WHAT YOUR FRIENDS SAY? My dad is a bitch a total straight out asshole who says he knows everything, but yet so gullible to even accept his own mistakes. THE FIRST FOREMOST REASON WHY THIS FAMILY IS FALLING APART. He's been like this for HOW MAY FUCKING YEARS?

;

20 min blog, before they come home

Jam wanted me to call right when I was going to start this blog. Hahah, yea love you like that too. Interrupting me and all, jk jk(: Anyways, I wanna talk about my day because today was hella random for me. So this is the busy half nonbusy week. And what a shitty day it was today! I can't find my vocab worksheet, my attendance paper, and oh man did precal turn out to be a mess! I'm barely passing with a 66% Oh my gosh. I don't want to have to struggle in precal and english! Rawr! Bleh. In the morning Lovato told us a sad story. No matter how much I hate his class, he's still a cool guy ahha. Well, he told us that his little nephew drowned. And MAN, did that just hurt me inside, I was about to cry too. Nah I'm talking for reals just bursting into tears. Death runs in every family. But seeing what Lovato has to go through, man his grandmother just died. Wow. That's really heart breaking to hear. But man hope he leaves to texas early so that he can get away from the class lol, not to be mean rofl. Anyways after that, Wrld history was pretty cool we're gonna start the next unit on hitler. The backstabber, or the not so nice one. It was ok, after that, hmm Spanish. I don't know what hit me, but I just fell into silent mode. I didn't talk to anyone in spanish class, but i made a note to amanda that's all. And then precal, my grade is all wrong! Friggen Mr. K! Rawr, I'll fix it tomorrow. Hmm. As for lunhc, fantastics discussion/meeting blah.then science. oh how i hate the feeling of the angry aroma coming from her. Blah, after that, was p.e. it was cold. blah then I went home to eat spam and played Halo with Jovill. Yeup, after that I drove us to oakridge Woot. was it so much fun?? Haha yes, well he got me gelatto thingy icecream thing. blah it was delicious blah. too lazy to type it. must do hw. anyways, yeup thats how my day went it was funnn(: TURN UP YOUR ROCK FACE IF YOU'RE LIKE YOU'LL DROP THIS! Hahah my bro turned up the music and we just went rocker stats man, awesome drivee.

For two special people

Ryan Tedder- the look,
I didn't play the whole thing because Idk, I wasn't in to it, I had to finish my book report

Ok GO!

Rawr, overall mood, Woot, nyeh, ahahha.


Today was FUNNYY(: At Kasama practice! Boo I got a splinter too. It was friggen mushed into the bottom of my foot! Good thing Ace is a handyguy. Safetypin!(: Sean Riveraaaaaa, sorry, I forgot you were an only child, you have a cousin who looks like a girl version of you(=! hahaha. We should match one day, since we have the same jackets. What else? Oh camera man! That duude was all up on the poly girls and the kasama girls, not even interviewing the EISU, they're hella BOMB. hahah. Stefeezy aka boss nigg, and I are gonna go to In N Out, next thrs, and we're gonna WALK, yes that's right, Stefeezy, walking. Ahh yes, the excitement! How thrilling! But I'm paying -.- sux. Hahah it's cool, I won't see him after the 27th so yea. WE STILL NEED TO DO THE SPIDER AKA SCARYING THE CRAP OUT OF KARLO PROJECT. Uhm, anything else? I need to see my best friennnddd, it's a good thing he goes to FYC now, :p EVHS sux. More reminiscing here and there. Yeap that's all! What about the other stuffff?" Well, that's too personal ;p

Sorry Roxy for leaving you behind when crossing the street, 2x! good one Jasmine!
IOUadate.

I can't understand

why I can never do my homework. Why can't I read my books? Why can't I study anymore? I have no idea. I'm guessing that now that I don't have sports, I'm not procrastinating on finishing my hw. Now, I'm just paralyzed butt-lazy! I can't get away from this stupid screen no matter what. SUCKS FOR ME. Right? Well that's all I gotta say, I'm also tired of Kasama, it's bugging me. I mean all that hard practice, and then deciding to not go with it?! Ok, whatever, and they take away my bangko partner! Why?! I only have like 2 days to be comfortable with my new partner and I don't even know if I can trust him. Gahhh. AND THE YOUTH RALLY IS THIS SATURDAY? Wow. Lemme make things clear.

Wednesday- Rehearsals in the gym after school (MUST STUDYYY FOR TESTS) argghh.
Thursday- Science test, history test, Must buy stupid dress for the rally
Friday- Math test, multi, youth hour?! POSTERS?!
Saturday- MUST MAKE POSTERS IN THE MORNING, Rally
Sunday- youth sunday.

One more thing

I found a heads up penny(:!

Let's clarify a few things

CONFUSION. It's just another illusion
I can say whatever I want to say,
there's no price to pay
But in my eyes, I never realized,
that all I did was fantasize
This isn't the truth that lies inside me,
It was all a joke, a joke that made me be,
be the person I am now,
the person that I tried to let go of
the stupid nonsense and the dumbass stuff
I've never told myself that enough was enough
enough until the point where I've reached my limits
But, I couldn't do it,
I couldn't do this this stupid ass shit
Now I'm lost, turning here and there,
getting to nowhere
Destination to procrastination is what it is
Lying and defying my own parents to take me to this whole new transformation
The transformation that changes my life
MY LIFE.
My life is hopeless, and without hesitation,
it's still an obligation.

So basically, I'm just screwed. I don't even know what to do or how to react to the things that my parent's say or what other people say in school. These distractions from school take me away and pulls me into a whole different world where I can be some one else and not care that my parent's are sitting at home waiting for me. Waiting for me to jump back in and be a good girl who does whatever she can to satisfy her parents. But whatever, I just want to leave all this behind. Seriously. I need a change.





Giving up is an option

Also, as for church

I'm just waiting on the rally to get over with, and youth sunday.
Next youth rally will be in the fall and yesss we ahve free time over the summer. This hard work better be worth pulling off. Yay Gabe Bondork LOL.

Goal: 8 months- +100entries

So, I've become a youth leader (in training). Scared, but it's a risk I'll take. I just want this school year to end.

Next year: (junior)
Since scheduling is this Wednesday..

Subj
-Eng3 (not ap heck no)= I wish, but lovato can kiss my butt.)
-Physics (Chem over the summer @ EV)
-USHistory (not ap? Idk I hate notes and timelines lol)
-ABCalcAP

Electives
-Span3
-* Art1, theater1, choir1, photo, or band?

Sports
-Cross country
-Midnight

Clubs
-Kasma
-CVC
-Interact
-Lit. Society
-Junior class committee
_FYC

Officers
-Class pub. commissioner
-Sec_kasama**ESPECIALLY
-VP_Lit?
-Pub Com_Interact

Further ideas:
Kasama- Workshops, Wednesdays
Ideas from FYC
Fundraising would be once a month
-MONEY will go to the supplies (Tinikling sticks, tape, skirts, bandanas, maglalatic coconuts, sakuting sticks, first aidkit, and others)

Why am I thinking this so soon? Because this year, no one did crap.
Officers next year * what I'm thinking.
Pres- Leah
VP- Jess/Alannah/Matt/Me?
If I do go for the position of vp, i would have ot go to fyc and go to teh core meetings.
Sec-Me
TreasurerMatt/Alannah
Pub CommAshleyF.

Well, that's al, my butt is tired. Gnight. I'll blog sometime this weekend?
I don't want to bother myself and distract myself on the internet. Sighhhh. I need to read my dang book for stupid lovato! Arrgh!

I feel like crap

My hands hurt, my feet hurt, my head hurts.

______I don't feel like doing anything but nothing. Just sit here in front of the laptop and listen to music while I stare at the ceiling. Thinking of nothing but all those stupid nonsense that happened before. I'm such an idiot for letting out my anger on myself. I waited and waited and WAITED for what I wanted. But it's karma that's controlling over me. In my life I'm taking two steps at a time on a ladder. If I stop now and look down and fall, my life is over. In some sort, I am selfish and stubborn. I learn so much to go over the limit. My standards are too strict. Outside my house, I'm living like a free slave. But that hell hole brings me back to the point where I want to give up everything and lose everything. There's no hope that can link my family to the people outside of my family. No trust, no respect, no acceptance. Only nothing. Face my parents, you'd be amazed if I told you the truth behind their backs. You wouldn't even dare say a word to them or even look at them. To make a point, I want to let my anger out right here. And I know there are others out there who have worst times than me at this moment, but hey, it's not fair to keep my mouth shut and have sympathy over others and look up to them. It's my turn right here, and I want to make this clear because I've given up already.
______Looking back at all my old blogs, I have given up, but I've learned to pick myself up and take another stride to my goals. But I've really lost myself in my own little world. I don't want to escape from this. Maybe just maybe, I can be a good person if I can just shut the hell up. My words are important to me, this is how I'm able to express myself. I love to talk no matter what the subject. But some of the words can cause me to put myself down and look upon what other messes I've gone through using these words; towards my friends, and my family. My head hurts. Last night was a burst of anger also. I got so mad at my parents, I threw my clothes at them and everything. Cried myself to sleep. Next morning, today, my mom wakes me up, WAKE UP YOU HAVE A DRIVING SCHEDULE TODAY. GET UP! Oh why did she have to wake me up with her horrible yells? So I kicked my wall with my feet showing her that I didn't want to get up at all because of last night. SOB, she just kept yelling. Yea, no respect at all when I'm angry. NO MERCY. So I got up, punched my wall three times without saying anything, and just gave her a glare. Threw clothes at her so that she could back up. Quickly, I locked the door, turned on the laptop, put the music as loud as I could and went to sleep. She goes around the house to my window telling me I have a phone call from Nicole. You know what? I don't care anymore, I'm gonna stay in this room. Who gives a damn about what's happening right now? Why should I contribute to them when they've never given me anything? The youth, with them, IT's A WASTE OF TIME. MY TIME. But thinking about it, what a selfish bitch I am. I waste my own time here on the internet. If only I can destroy this addiction. There are too many addictions. I hate when I have to make time for others, and yet the only time I have with myself is when I run and when I sleep. You all suck.
______I just woke up from my great sobering sleep. I'm more determined in using my time wisely. I plan to not talk to anyone unless it's something vigil and necessary. So basically I'm doing a day of silence. No, my whole entire year because I'm not wasting this time. I'm giving up myspace and aim and anything else that distracts me. I'm contradicting to my distractions, to the guys at school to the food to the friends who influence me to the haters to the things I used to do as hobbies. All the time will be put into hard work and school. Why? BECAUSE IT'S TIME FOR A NEW ERA.



Giving up is an option.

Crazyyyy

I've made mistakes, never really took pride in it, but man am I such a fool. Today, I have successfully kept my mouth shut and not get involved in stupid nonsense. But one thing that lead me to into a trap was 7th period. We were supposed to stay in the theater but I chose to ditch it. So I left and went to 7eleven with some friends. Nelson calls my friend and sounds pissed that he wasn't there. I'm not sure if I'm supposed to say anything about me, but I just ignored it and made up my own excuse. I'm going to tell him tomorrow, and surely he'll understand. Hopefully, I won't get caught or anything. But man I hate being such a lazy monkey at the end of the day. So that's basically how it's going today.

Tomorrow, I'm going to a wedding, and I need to buy a dress today. Wow. I'm such an idiot.


Giving up is an option.

April 5, 2008 12:10pm

the shoulder i cry on
the arms i fall upon
our warmth combined together
our love, lasting forever
the special hug, the special kiss
every glance of me, you wouldn't miss
the day you said "I love you",
you never meant it,
it seemed like i was never your fit
Its alright we can be friends,
but take our separate ways till the end
I forgave you, it was the right thing to do
but I couldn't help it, I still needed you

You decided to give me another chance
just one chance I can enhance
This time, all you did was say hi
not even a freaking kiss goodbye
or a kiss at night
Your sentence was never completed
Again, I've been defeated

No, you lost.
I've paid the price, but you never gave a cost.
It's close to a year,
You're actually leaving out of here
Although my heart will forever be yours,
your heat has no right in my heart to tour.




--- I remember this...
Jan 18, 2008
Let me tell you what I honestly think of you. You’re too easily drawn into the social life, as of right now. You’re easily influenced by the people surrounded you. You want what they have so that they can accept you as a friend. You’re just another follower in the group. I know you are great academically, but the way you act towards me and everyone else is just horrible. The way you place yourself in the world, it’s like you want to be the center of atention, and you don’t want anybody else to take some of that pride of yours.



---I remember those days when I would just give up and empty all my hopes.


---No clue.
July 8, 2008
Through all those silly likes and not serious relationships, I realize I'm not up for the challenge. The hardest, well third most hardest challenge, to me, that I have risked so many times. L o v e. I didn't really know what love was, if a wise man were to examine my love life and issues, he would say, thi is not love, this is nonsense. To me, I truly think it's nonsense. Love right now, I really don't know. "LOVE" in my past, its all a big painting of scribbles. Scribbles marked with permanent markers and never failing to be erased. I can't even describe the stupid things I've done.


---I'm such a jerk!

This is gay.

Yesterday was all bad.
My camera broke cause friggen Felician, Stefan, John barged me into a corner with their backs. Jerks! Then after FYC, I got a ride from Ateh Ann, and so I was sitting in the back of her SUV, and next thing you know, she opens the door next to me and spills my fries -.- It was a large! Damn. When I got home, I toasted onion rings, later, THEY BURNED. And the whole kitchen was filled with smoke. Today, I tried to avoid the guys at school. But they got me once. So yea, I hang out with jerks because I'm tough and I'm a jerk. So whatever. Man. So what the hell am I saying? Yea, today I was basically quiet throughout my classes because I didn't want to seem like a fool if I spit out words. I slept in Pham's class again. People were whispering about "Should we wake her up?" I heard that! My mind is still on but my eyes are closed. Lol, I love falling asleep in that class. Hmm. WOW. 7th period P.E. I was nice as windy, but soon it started raining after 10 min running around the track. This was the first day I've ran in cold windy rain. Wow. I remember the meet from XC at Crystal Springs, I remember having heard that Elvis, Tony, Patrick, and Steve were FREEZING COLD.Hey I give them props for running in the FREAKING COLD and sideways wind lol. But yea, I was all wet. It started hailing too after a while. It was pretty cool. It started hailing for a few min then on and off. Tomorrow's Thursday, and blah, I'm gonna just shut up at school. I'm tired of this, I just want sleep and silence. Hmm. I still need to turn in my damn uniform for basketball or else they'll fine me. Damn coach isn't at school! Well, yea that's basically it. Oh and Kasama, yay... I really dislike the officers. Mainly the president. No respect and no time. Seriously. I'm just hoping that next year would be better. Hoping that tomorrow will be better

Tomorrow:
Turn in uniform
Sell cards
Get some sweats to run in
Idk. I'm just tired from all this already. School sux.


Other-
Short stories and poems for Cardinal Quill
Drawings
And photos




Unquestionable response

I, I'm a fatty!

Damn, I've been eating a lot, and I haven't stopped. I know you people out there are like, dude, you're friggen skinny! But bleh, Idk. I mean I guess, what I'm trying to imply is that, I've been eating non-healthy food. Food that's so good, but when you think about it it's like, OHMG, I actually ate that? I'm not paranoid about my weight, I just like thinking healthy because I've been trained to eat healthy because of sports. And man, my mouth has not touched a single vegetable! I mean, I can understand the whole burger thing, but it's not enough! Haha. Let's see what I've ate this past week:

Wednesday-Burritos, 2 for $5. Lol, ew I still have half of a burrito in the fridge NASTAAAAYY.
Thurs- Ohmg, waffles with peanutbutter and Jam, and ohmg candy
Fri- Cake and more cake plus sunkist @ Precious' house, Pizza from youthhour
Saturday- In N Out, Apple Bees- ribs, pasta, fried shrimp, onion rings, strawberry lemonade, and bacon cheese burger. Ahh man I was so hyper that day
Sunday- Good breakfast made by my dad, Some eggs and friggen lumpia for breakfast rofl. Uhm, toasted the leftover fries. OHMG, my family and I plus Ivy and Rae, we went to Seafood city. Wow, we bought so many chips. Lol.
Monday- Burger, Cookie, Chips, more chips, finished the pasta and fried shrimp leftovers. LOL, shadddap. And mamon. Mmmmm.
Tomorrow? - Idk, I'm gonna get some McDonalds, since FYC is right behind it rofl, and Idk what we're having for FYC, prob pizza as usual lol. Yahhhp. )= Too much?


Oh! Ateh Princess Mae looks cuter (; She gained weight! OHMG, I remember in middle school she used to be like.. ME! Hahaha, she's so pretty! Too bad she's in HAVAII. lol. I miss her! Bwahah.

Hmm. School? It was great, I felt more lively when Sean and I finally spoke to each other. It's been a week since we haven't talked, it's going along pretty well, for now. He couldn't stop smiling when we talked. Dork! But hey, he's just a friend now. I FRIGGEN BOMBED MY ENGLISH TEST(= I barely answered anything! Oh well! I'll make up for it with the hw he gives us. Oh hahah, I love how Stefan poses for his smashes for badminton, actually I made it up! HAHAH. Jerk stole my idea! Oh well, he's probably better than me. Hmm. Grr Chris grrr. I hate your triflingly use of flirtatious verbosity. Lol, lemme break it down, I hate your disturbing comments about me! I feel violated! But the only way to not show my anger towards him is to look away! LOL. Hmm, precal seemed easy today. But darrn! Quiz is next week! Hmm, no hw, except to catch up on reading my book report! OHMG, I NEED TO RENEW IT. It's like hella old! Craaap. Well, yea tomorrow we're going to talk about our book report yeaa. I hate lovato!! Hmm. What else? Kasama club, falling because the president fails to attend. Hmm, Aaron Alannah and I had a conversation about who would be the next officers next year, and of course it's gonna be a better year than this year. So, I'm going to be secretary ! Woot! Why not VP? Too much sh*t to dooo, but I think Secretary has more to do. So I like writing and of course ill be committed to it, cause I go to FYC and yeap, I'll be able to take down notes. Leah and I are planning to make workshops. And yea more later

I watched Nick and Norah's infinite playlist last night. It was cute except the groaning part ew. Lol. The guy reminds me of an innocent puppy. Lol. Guy from harrold and kumar was in it rofl. Hmm, that's pretty much it.


uhm I have more to say but I need to read so yeap
Oh, AND TON TON IS COOL, HIS NEPHEWS ARE THE CUTEST THINGS ALIVE, SO IS TONTON(= lol, ewww. Jk he wanted me to type something about him hahahah.