HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEN!

I'm gonna make him cake today, andddd buy him a nice sweater(:


What's been going on lately? Apparently, I've been moody. Uhm, I hate being flirtatious at school, at FYC, blah. I need to keep my mind off of school FYC and everything. That's why we have spring break! It's 8am. School starts at 9. Andd I need to study for English. How are things going with the awesome Jovey? Well, it's been good. Not much problems, just trying to excel in english and math rofl. My parents saw my F on math, but they didn't notice my C in english, wow. They kept telling me, WHY DO YOU HAVE AN EFF? WHY DO I EVEN LOOK AT THIS PROGRESS REPORT, WHY DONT YOU STUDY HOW DID YOU GET THIS YOU NEED TO STUDY MORE. And for some reason, whenever I answer their questions, WHY THE HELL DO THEY REPEAT IT?! When I said, dude it's just a progress report, you're seeing how I progress in my classes, they give you one for each quater to remind you that your child is going through these grades in their classes. I also said, don't worry about it, in math we're going into calculus and it's getting better, I swear I have a C (well a D , 66%) and they asked me, WHAT? is it based on your tests only? Uhm, duh? Our homework, there are no points on it, the teacher expects us to do the homework anyway since my grade relies on the tests and quizes. I even told them, TRY TO DO THE SAT II TEST ON YOUR OWN, you'll fail! They responded with, "Well, all you have to do is study." It's not always about studying! In order to get it done the right way, you have to redo the problems over and over to understand it! And it's freaking Barons and Kaplan SAT II Books. Crazy ass mofo shit! Calculus, WAYYYY EASIER. It's like alg.I all over again! I didn't cry in front of them this time, because I knew that I'm improving, I know my mistakes and I'm the only one who can fix it, not them. They cant come over to my school and take the tests for me, I've got to improve myself. Shit man, they're all telling me to do this and that, yet they're not even at home untl 6-8pm! They don't realize that I'm a hardworker. And if they choose to see me that way, hey I respect what they say but if you really want to raise a child with a low-self esteem and you continue to keep putting weight on us then fine, have your child live a miserable regretful life. It was your choice, this is what you expected. It's not the child's fault. You lured them into making them think that they can't do anything. My parents all they do is whine LITERALLY, they just say study more, they only say that because they have nothing else to say! That's no encouragement. that's just a demand. And hey parents can be selfish, I have a dad who doesn't want to deal with the surround world, he's more like a hypocrite. He says who needs friends? They wont help you they won't do anything for you. THEN WHY THE HELL DO YOU KEEP YOUR FRIENDS? WHY THE HELL DO YOU KEEP CONTINUING TO RELY ON WHAT YOUR FRIENDS SAY? My dad is a bitch a total straight out asshole who says he knows everything, but yet so gullible to even accept his own mistakes. THE FIRST FOREMOST REASON WHY THIS FAMILY IS FALLING APART. He's been like this for HOW MAY FUCKING YEARS?

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