What a rough Sunday.

I consider myself as a Christian Hypocrite. Why? Because I'm Luke Warm.

Everyday I'm walking to school or biking to school, my mind is comfortable with the words, "Don't worry, today is going to be a better day." School draws me away from my Christian life. But if whatever I learn from church says, "Be not of this world" how am I supposed to avoid it when I have to live amongst the world? I'm accustomed to this world. I do these worldly things because in reality, this is life. The life I'm living to strive through and accomplish. When I age, I'm letting myself know that hey, if the world hates you know that it hated Me first. As in, if you think the world hates you, how do feel about how the world hated Jesus, how the world hates God for setting these afflictions upon us. You know, I don't care whether you may not be able to accept me as who I am, but at least I'm not lying. They say that the unworthy ones are the false prophets. Considering this, if I drunk at a bar and I yell out to the people around, "Look at me! I'm a Christian!" Do you think people would believe me? No duh. So how are you going to judge me by how much you think you got it worst than me? Only God can judge me.

I learned that if you say the quotes that famous people write, say, tell whatever, you can't just tell the whole world what he or she said. Firstly, you've got to understand the meaning and why they had an urge to say it. Quotes are based on self-understanding not expressions found by others. To me, quotes are an encouragement, but I don't necessarily follow them. I try to understand and apply it to my life. I'm not the type of person that can actually comply with, "Whatever happens, happens" I remember watching a video on youtube idr the title, but he said, "You can't really follow this because you wouldn't be making an effort in making it happen. You're just sitting back until someone or something or whatever your wating on would catch up to you." So basically, I'll be patient but still try at the same time. And throughout everything, it's time for me to progress and not regress