Been living in the wrong period of time.

These past 2 weeks, I've been frustrating and stressing. Today, I received massages from two of my friends, and they told me that I need about a month's worth of resting. Maybe I do. But school is almost over, and there's only 2 weeks of working left. I'm dropping my fun and building a tower of knowledge right on the top of my head. All I need now is encouragement and confidence. The only heavy load that is weighing me down are my parents. After receiving a mail about the progress report, my parents dropped dead when they saw that I had an F in precal and a C in English. How horrible right? As of now, my grades fail to improve. An F in precal, a C in English and Bio, a B in history and Spanish. The only A I have right now is PE, of course. There's two weeks left, and one test for each class. This is something I really need to catch on to. My current GPA, 2.66 cumulative, 3.6. I'm aiming for a 3.8 as my cumulative. I don't really care about current, doesn't really count. Grades are my only concern right now, and my walk with God. I've been drifted away with the waves of sin. Man, I don't don't know what's up now. I've always been terrified of what I don't realize sometimes. Not just the big picture of my life, but the smaller ones that matter the most. It's not easy, in fact it's not hard, it's just hectic. I really don't understand myself. There are random things that people may know or shouldn't even bother knowing. I don't know! WHATS UP?!

Give me my massage.