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I've made my FINAL decision. I know, I kept changing it. But I'll keep it to my words. So, it's just going to be basketball and crosscountry. No track. Unfortunately, the reason why I can't join it, is because no one will be home. Nathaniel is already joining Tennis, and that's one thing he's pretty much dedicated to. Tennis and track are in the same season. So, I'm willing to give track up. In the meantime, during that time, I'm finding a job and training myself to drive haaha. I might get driving hours too. I'm sorry for those who want rides, but I'm not willing to pay for your insurance. I can't I don't have the money. LOL, sorry to say, even if it's just a block down or along the way to my house, nahh. Sorry. Plus, even if I'm like you're best friend, and all sorry, nope. Hate me all you want, but I know that if my parents get mad, they would treat me so much more horribly if I brought you along with me. So nope! I apologize. Also, I'm saving up $$$$ Because there's more to it than just things that I want, you know? I can buy some things here and there, but not everything I want and just go broke. So yeap. Plus I've gone solo most of my days. It's actually making my life better. I don't have to worry about anyone, there's no big responsibilities between people or any favors. So yea, but I do owe Sam a sandwich! Hahah. Well, this is going great, except that someone is concered about what i do. But I'll let that pass, whether she'll like it or not, it's her problem. I know it deals with me, but I really have no say in it. all I CAN say is, Ok.

So, goodnight!