Dang it's October

So let's see what has happened in this new month.

So a few days ago. I've dealt with too much frustration. It had nothing to relate to school or church. It was my family. So I realized that this family is horrible. I must admit. We are moving out in 30 days, and my cousin and Uncle has been given a chance to stay for 30 more days. Unfortunately, they believe that we are cruel people and they refuse to leave our home. I've noticed that my uncle has not been home for the past 3 or 4 weeks. And I have also noticed my cousin avoiding my parents, yet still speaking to my brothers and I. When I woke up and got ready for school on October 3, I was sitting on my couch reading my book to kill time. My mom just had a call from my Auntie from New York, also the mother of my cousin who was currently living with us. My mom was insulted and was called bad names by her own sister. She started to burst into tears. I told her "It's ohk, you know, I hear them everyday at school" But she replied with "But it came from my own sister." It was more painful for her. I shouldn't have said that. Although it wasn't my fault to be brought into this situation right? All I can do is offer sympathy and wait till something happens. I don't really know what's going on with this whole moving thing. So I tend to not come home after school or even speak to my parents at once. I don't know what to do.

What else? Well, there are a whole lot of assholes in the world.
That's it.

Hm. As for my day. It's difficult and I'm struggling to get through my academics and extra curricular activities.

PLAN: One sport only- Cross Country. Sorry.