I've made mistakes, never really took pride in it, but man am I such a fool. Today, I have successfully kept my mouth shut and not get involved in stupid nonsense. But one thing that lead me to into a trap was 7th period. We were supposed to stay in the theater but I chose to ditch it. So I left and went to 7eleven with some friends. Nelson calls my friend and sounds pissed that he wasn't there. I'm not sure if I'm supposed to say anything about me, but I just ignored it and made up my own excuse. I'm going to tell him tomorrow, and surely he'll understand. Hopefully, I won't get caught or anything. But man I hate being such a lazy monkey at the end of the day. So that's basically how it's going today.
Tomorrow, I'm going to a wedding, and I need to buy a dress today. Wow. I'm such an idiot.
Giving up is an option.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
April 5, 2008 12:10pm
the shoulder i cry on
the arms i fall upon
our warmth combined together
our love, lasting forever
the special hug, the special kiss
every glance of me, you wouldn't miss
the day you said "I love you",
you never meant it,
it seemed like i was never your fit
Its alright we can be friends,
but take our separate ways till the end
I forgave you, it was the right thing to do
but I couldn't help it, I still needed you
You decided to give me another chance
just one chance I can enhance
This time, all you did was say hi
not even a freaking kiss goodbye
or a kiss at night
Your sentence was never completed
Again, I've been defeated
No, you lost.
I've paid the price, but you never gave a cost.
It's close to a year,
You're actually leaving out of here
Although my heart will forever be yours,
your heat has no right in my heart to tour.
--- I remember this...
Jan 18, 2008
Let me tell you what I honestly think of you. You’re too easily drawn into the social life, as of right now. You’re easily influenced by the people surrounded you. You want what they have so that they can accept you as a friend. You’re just another follower in the group. I know you are great academically, but the way you act towards me and everyone else is just horrible. The way you place yourself in the world, it’s like you want to be the center of atention, and you don’t want anybody else to take some of that pride of yours.
---I remember those days when I would just give up and empty all my hopes.
---No clue.
July 8, 2008
Through all those silly likes and not serious relationships, I realize I'm not up for the challenge. The hardest, well third most hardest challenge, to me, that I have risked so many times. L o v e. I didn't really know what love was, if a wise man were to examine my love life and issues, he would say, thi is not love, this is nonsense. To me, I truly think it's nonsense. Love right now, I really don't know. "LOVE" in my past, its all a big painting of scribbles. Scribbles marked with permanent markers and never failing to be erased. I can't even describe the stupid things I've done.
---I'm such a jerk!
the arms i fall upon
our warmth combined together
our love, lasting forever
the special hug, the special kiss
every glance of me, you wouldn't miss
the day you said "I love you",
you never meant it,
it seemed like i was never your fit
Its alright we can be friends,
but take our separate ways till the end
I forgave you, it was the right thing to do
but I couldn't help it, I still needed you
You decided to give me another chance
just one chance I can enhance
This time, all you did was say hi
not even a freaking kiss goodbye
or a kiss at night
Your sentence was never completed
Again, I've been defeated
No, you lost.
I've paid the price, but you never gave a cost.
It's close to a year,
You're actually leaving out of here
Although my heart will forever be yours,
your heat has no right in my heart to tour.
--- I remember this...
Jan 18, 2008
Let me tell you what I honestly think of you. You’re too easily drawn into the social life, as of right now. You’re easily influenced by the people surrounded you. You want what they have so that they can accept you as a friend. You’re just another follower in the group. I know you are great academically, but the way you act towards me and everyone else is just horrible. The way you place yourself in the world, it’s like you want to be the center of atention, and you don’t want anybody else to take some of that pride of yours.
---I remember those days when I would just give up and empty all my hopes.
---No clue.
July 8, 2008
Through all those silly likes and not serious relationships, I realize I'm not up for the challenge. The hardest, well third most hardest challenge, to me, that I have risked so many times. L o v e. I didn't really know what love was, if a wise man were to examine my love life and issues, he would say, thi is not love, this is nonsense. To me, I truly think it's nonsense. Love right now, I really don't know. "LOVE" in my past, its all a big painting of scribbles. Scribbles marked with permanent markers and never failing to be erased. I can't even describe the stupid things I've done.
---I'm such a jerk!
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
This is gay.
Yesterday was all bad.
My camera broke cause friggen Felician, Stefan, John barged me into a corner with their backs. Jerks! Then after FYC, I got a ride from Ateh Ann, and so I was sitting in the back of her SUV, and next thing you know, she opens the door next to me and spills my fries -.- It was a large! Damn. When I got home, I toasted onion rings, later, THEY BURNED. And the whole kitchen was filled with smoke. Today, I tried to avoid the guys at school. But they got me once. So yea, I hang out with jerks because I'm tough and I'm a jerk. So whatever. Man. So what the hell am I saying? Yea, today I was basically quiet throughout my classes because I didn't want to seem like a fool if I spit out words. I slept in Pham's class again. People were whispering about "Should we wake her up?" I heard that! My mind is still on but my eyes are closed. Lol, I love falling asleep in that class. Hmm. WOW. 7th period P.E. I was nice as windy, but soon it started raining after 10 min running around the track. This was the first day I've ran in cold windy rain. Wow. I remember the meet from XC at Crystal Springs, I remember having heard that Elvis, Tony, Patrick, and Steve were FREEZING COLD.Hey I give them props for running in the FREAKING COLD and sideways wind lol. But yea, I was all wet. It started hailing too after a while. It was pretty cool. It started hailing for a few min then on and off. Tomorrow's Thursday, and blah, I'm gonna just shut up at school. I'm tired of this, I just want sleep and silence. Hmm. I still need to turn in my damn uniform for basketball or else they'll fine me. Damn coach isn't at school! Well, yea that's basically it. Oh and Kasama, yay... I really dislike the officers. Mainly the president. No respect and no time. Seriously. I'm just hoping that next year would be better. Hoping that tomorrow will be better
Tomorrow:
Turn in uniform
Sell cards
Get some sweats to run in
Idk. I'm just tired from all this already. School sux.
Other-
Short stories and poems for Cardinal Quill
Drawings
And photos
Unquestionable response
My camera broke cause friggen Felician, Stefan, John barged me into a corner with their backs. Jerks! Then after FYC, I got a ride from Ateh Ann, and so I was sitting in the back of her SUV, and next thing you know, she opens the door next to me and spills my fries -.- It was a large! Damn. When I got home, I toasted onion rings, later, THEY BURNED. And the whole kitchen was filled with smoke. Today, I tried to avoid the guys at school. But they got me once. So yea, I hang out with jerks because I'm tough and I'm a jerk. So whatever. Man. So what the hell am I saying? Yea, today I was basically quiet throughout my classes because I didn't want to seem like a fool if I spit out words. I slept in Pham's class again. People were whispering about "Should we wake her up?" I heard that! My mind is still on but my eyes are closed. Lol, I love falling asleep in that class. Hmm. WOW. 7th period P.E. I was nice as windy, but soon it started raining after 10 min running around the track. This was the first day I've ran in cold windy rain. Wow. I remember the meet from XC at Crystal Springs, I remember having heard that Elvis, Tony, Patrick, and Steve were FREEZING COLD.Hey I give them props for running in the FREAKING COLD and sideways wind lol. But yea, I was all wet. It started hailing too after a while. It was pretty cool. It started hailing for a few min then on and off. Tomorrow's Thursday, and blah, I'm gonna just shut up at school. I'm tired of this, I just want sleep and silence. Hmm. I still need to turn in my damn uniform for basketball or else they'll fine me. Damn coach isn't at school! Well, yea that's basically it. Oh and Kasama, yay... I really dislike the officers. Mainly the president. No respect and no time. Seriously. I'm just hoping that next year would be better. Hoping that tomorrow will be better
Tomorrow:
Turn in uniform
Sell cards
Get some sweats to run in
Idk. I'm just tired from all this already. School sux.
Other-
Short stories and poems for Cardinal Quill
Drawings
And photos
Unquestionable response
Monday, March 2, 2009
I, I'm a fatty!
Damn, I've been eating a lot, and I haven't stopped. I know you people out there are like, dude, you're friggen skinny! But bleh, Idk. I mean I guess, what I'm trying to imply is that, I've been eating non-healthy food. Food that's so good, but when you think about it it's like, OHMG, I actually ate that? I'm not paranoid about my weight, I just like thinking healthy because I've been trained to eat healthy because of sports. And man, my mouth has not touched a single vegetable! I mean, I can understand the whole burger thing, but it's not enough! Haha. Let's see what I've ate this past week:
Wednesday-Burritos, 2 for $5. Lol, ew I still have half of a burrito in the fridge NASTAAAAYY.
Thurs- Ohmg, waffles with peanutbutter and Jam, and ohmg candy
Fri- Cake and more cake plus sunkist @ Precious' house, Pizza from youthhour
Saturday- In N Out, Apple Bees- ribs, pasta, fried shrimp, onion rings, strawberry lemonade, and bacon cheese burger. Ahh man I was so hyper that day
Sunday- Good breakfast made by my dad, Some eggs and friggen lumpia for breakfast rofl. Uhm, toasted the leftover fries. OHMG, my family and I plus Ivy and Rae, we went to Seafood city. Wow, we bought so many chips. Lol.
Monday- Burger, Cookie, Chips, more chips, finished the pasta and fried shrimp leftovers. LOL, shadddap. And mamon. Mmmmm.
Tomorrow? - Idk, I'm gonna get some McDonalds, since FYC is right behind it rofl, and Idk what we're having for FYC, prob pizza as usual lol. Yahhhp. )= Too much?
Oh! Ateh Princess Mae looks cuter (; She gained weight! OHMG, I remember in middle school she used to be like.. ME! Hahaha, she's so pretty! Too bad she's in HAVAII. lol. I miss her! Bwahah.
Hmm. School? It was great, I felt more lively when Sean and I finally spoke to each other. It's been a week since we haven't talked, it's going along pretty well, for now. He couldn't stop smiling when we talked. Dork! But hey, he's just a friend now. I FRIGGEN BOMBED MY ENGLISH TEST(= I barely answered anything! Oh well! I'll make up for it with the hw he gives us. Oh hahah, I love how Stefan poses for his smashes for badminton, actually I made it up! HAHAH. Jerk stole my idea! Oh well, he's probably better than me. Hmm. Grr Chris grrr. I hate your triflingly use of flirtatious verbosity. Lol, lemme break it down, I hate your disturbing comments about me! I feel violated! But the only way to not show my anger towards him is to look away! LOL. Hmm, precal seemed easy today. But darrn! Quiz is next week! Hmm, no hw, except to catch up on reading my book report! OHMG, I NEED TO RENEW IT. It's like hella old! Craaap. Well, yea tomorrow we're going to talk about our book report yeaa. I hate lovato!! Hmm. What else? Kasama club, falling because the president fails to attend. Hmm, Aaron Alannah and I had a conversation about who would be the next officers next year, and of course it's gonna be a better year than this year. So, I'm going to be secretary ! Woot! Why not VP? Too much sh*t to dooo, but I think Secretary has more to do. So I like writing and of course ill be committed to it, cause I go to FYC and yeap, I'll be able to take down notes. Leah and I are planning to make workshops. And yea more later
I watched Nick and Norah's infinite playlist last night. It was cute except the groaning part ew. Lol. The guy reminds me of an innocent puppy. Lol. Guy from harrold and kumar was in it rofl. Hmm, that's pretty much it.
uhm I have more to say but I need to read so yeap
Oh, AND TON TON IS COOL, HIS NEPHEWS ARE THE CUTEST THINGS ALIVE, SO IS TONTON(= lol, ewww. Jk he wanted me to type something about him hahahah.
Wednesday-Burritos, 2 for $5. Lol, ew I still have half of a burrito in the fridge NASTAAAAYY.
Thurs- Ohmg, waffles with peanutbutter and Jam, and ohmg candy
Fri- Cake and more cake plus sunkist @ Precious' house, Pizza from youthhour
Saturday- In N Out, Apple Bees- ribs, pasta, fried shrimp, onion rings, strawberry lemonade, and bacon cheese burger. Ahh man I was so hyper that day
Sunday- Good breakfast made by my dad, Some eggs and friggen lumpia for breakfast rofl. Uhm, toasted the leftover fries. OHMG, my family and I plus Ivy and Rae, we went to Seafood city. Wow, we bought so many chips. Lol.
Monday- Burger, Cookie, Chips, more chips, finished the pasta and fried shrimp leftovers. LOL, shadddap. And mamon. Mmmmm.
Tomorrow? - Idk, I'm gonna get some McDonalds, since FYC is right behind it rofl, and Idk what we're having for FYC, prob pizza as usual lol. Yahhhp. )= Too much?
Oh! Ateh Princess Mae looks cuter (; She gained weight! OHMG, I remember in middle school she used to be like.. ME! Hahaha, she's so pretty! Too bad she's in HAVAII. lol. I miss her! Bwahah.
Hmm. School? It was great, I felt more lively when Sean and I finally spoke to each other. It's been a week since we haven't talked, it's going along pretty well, for now. He couldn't stop smiling when we talked. Dork! But hey, he's just a friend now. I FRIGGEN BOMBED MY ENGLISH TEST(= I barely answered anything! Oh well! I'll make up for it with the hw he gives us. Oh hahah, I love how Stefan poses for his smashes for badminton, actually I made it up! HAHAH. Jerk stole my idea! Oh well, he's probably better than me. Hmm. Grr Chris grrr. I hate your triflingly use of flirtatious verbosity. Lol, lemme break it down, I hate your disturbing comments about me! I feel violated! But the only way to not show my anger towards him is to look away! LOL. Hmm, precal seemed easy today. But darrn! Quiz is next week! Hmm, no hw, except to catch up on reading my book report! OHMG, I NEED TO RENEW IT. It's like hella old! Craaap. Well, yea tomorrow we're going to talk about our book report yeaa. I hate lovato!! Hmm. What else? Kasama club, falling because the president fails to attend. Hmm, Aaron Alannah and I had a conversation about who would be the next officers next year, and of course it's gonna be a better year than this year. So, I'm going to be secretary ! Woot! Why not VP? Too much sh*t to dooo, but I think Secretary has more to do. So I like writing and of course ill be committed to it, cause I go to FYC and yeap, I'll be able to take down notes. Leah and I are planning to make workshops. And yea more later
I watched Nick and Norah's infinite playlist last night. It was cute except the groaning part ew. Lol. The guy reminds me of an innocent puppy. Lol. Guy from harrold and kumar was in it rofl. Hmm, that's pretty much it.
uhm I have more to say but I need to read so yeap
Oh, AND TON TON IS COOL, HIS NEPHEWS ARE THE CUTEST THINGS ALIVE, SO IS TONTON(= lol, ewww. Jk he wanted me to type something about him hahahah.
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