Explain to me

Why girl's are so complicated.

^^You would probably respond, "Wow, you're one to talk."
I am complicated, I tend to forget things, misplace things, change my mind, reject, harm in any possible way that I won't be able to notice and understand why I would do it. Interesting.

I've been thinking, and if I could get away from every possible problems or bad situation, I would be wherever He takes me. I'm waiting till I lay in heaven with Him. That's satisfying enough. From Kuya Jayjay, I learned that there are steps to have a strong relationship with God. There are 3 steps that we go through, one is accepting Jesus Christ, 2 is keeping faithful, 3 is taking the next step, but there are two difficult steps that come, they are the two that most people struggle with, especially young people. Saying that they're find where they stand, they don't need the rest, they're satisfied enough. But enough isn't enough when that time comes. These steps form a cross, and I wish I wrote it down in my notes, but it's something worth listening for. I'll prob ask for the outline later. But what caught me was the part where we tend to take a break from serving the Lord. And that is how I feel. I'm satisfied with where I stand, I dono't want to go further into it. Just because of all these distractions, I can't go on with the relationship between God and I. And everytime I attempt to go further into my faith, I feel that I fail everyone else. I always think, if it's God's will, then thy will be done. I keep that in mind, ALL THE TIME.


Maybe I need a break, from my mouth. My mouth is the one that discovers the true selfishness inside of me.






Breakdown.mp3

Jovey, out