No role

I can't explain what kind of position I'm in with my family.
I can't explain what kind of horrible doings my dad is doing.

Is it a good thing to let this just happen?
Is this really for the children's sake?

Am I doing what he says for a good cause?
Am I listening to the right commands?

How now am I supposed to keep up?
How now am I supposed to compromise with what my dad is doing?

Can we just move out already?
Can we just move on already?


If these acts keep going on
my privilege of what I usually do
will comprise of nothing.

I want something new, something I need.
I want to get away from this, something I don't need.