Hide and Seek

Favorite songs- the ones on my myspace haha. Let's leave it at that


What a boring Thursday. All I did was sleep sleep sleep in my classes. Of course a few teachers tried to abruptly interrupt my peace, but hey it's not cool to sleep huh? In spanish class I kept in mind, "Yo necessito mas duerme porque.. yo no se!" Haha. Talk about spanish. Now that I've mentioned this class, Sean still can't see the final decision I've made with him. For some reason he still sees me the same way. The same way? The same way when things used to be pretty cool between us when we used to like each other. Silly boy, he still gets at me and gives me those awkward stares. Every time he does that to me, I give him a nasty glare as if saying, "Back off, I mean it." I'm struggling to find my way out on him, but it's hard to let go. On with the show,

Fantasics meeting was alright. Sign up is still going on! Idea that I came up with: Students who are attending for a character position must bring at least 5 people outside of the comittee to come watch Fantastics, dancers- at least. Uhm other than that, I need to figure out how to make the villain's costumes. Kasama? I don't know what's going on for BOTT. Whatever.

Peekaboo. After walking home from school, I was getting kinda hot and sweaty for some reason. Yea, exactly, what? When it was such a windy day? I didn't bother to put on my sweater because it was hot. After running from p.e. I cooled down of course, but I was burning up. While I was walking home, I noticed that my vision was a little blurry every time I blinked. When I reached to the back of my house, my head started to seriously spin. Major headache and cramps. I took out my key and unlocked the door. As soon as I stepped in, I dropped my stuff and fell to the floor. I probably laid there for an hour and a half I have no idea. But when I stood up, I can see that my cats ran out in front of me and scared the living crap out of me. Unsteadily, I just laid on the floor again. The wind came by, and my door still wide open. How can I just suddenly fall to the ground. I ignored the whole thing for a while. So I dressed up into my home clothes, and quickly fronted my fridge. Surprisingly, I couldn't find anything to eat but icecream. So I ate icecream. Beautiful, rich, creamy ube icecream. I walked over to my computer and edited some old photos on photoshop. I found out that my stomach was twitching. Like something hiding inside me is telling me, "Let me out" I stopped eating my icecream and went to the bathroom, but before I could even turn the knob, my knees just bailed on me. Again, I'm on the damn cold floor wishing that my stomach would stop hurting me. Ughhhh. How painful it was.

I AM NOT PREGNANT. lol

So whatever, I went to bed woke up at 6ish, went to costco bought pills drove back ate some pizza and finish reading. BORING WAY TO END IT, but hey, I didn't know what to do. Today near the end of the night, my time started again