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Keep your gaurd!
So here's the thing. About the drawing above, it sort of relates to how I've been lately. I've gotten over some things, but the smaller portion rolls to a larger problem. The big problems were taken care of, but as I grown into smaller problems, they become a bigger deal. Seems like a hindrance right? Well I have no clue what's been hindering me from doing what I do. I don't know if it's about family, friends, or just anyone who surrounds me, but all I know, I just feel a little bothered. I've drifted away from the friends who have been my life. "You are who you hang out with" I've grown into that advice. My actions were all based on them. If I continued acting like them, I wouldn't accomplish anything. Within this certain group, they all desire attention. Relationships, new friends, new clothing, new personality, and money. It's hard to rely on friends with money. Yes, I came to a stop to free-loading off of people. Why? Because it's a wrong thing to do. Taking a friend's food is like taking candy from a child. (If you're such a bully to take the candy ahha) Friends just take take take, and never give. Such selfishness. We break up then make up, but no one really knew what kind of anger was behind this problem. So far, my days have been getting better. I only speak to one person about my days. Well, that's whenever we had a chance to even see each other. I'm guessing that he's going through some other kinds of problems that do involve being an independent person. But it's nice to tell sometimes. I've noticed what kind of a person anyone can be. Although I rarely don't notice it, because sometimes I don't give a damn, it takes time to clearly understand them. There is one girl who caught my attention, just because she wanted the attention. I don't want anything to deal with her. Sure we can talk like old times, but I don't want to take advantage of her, and be a backseater while she enjoys her life in the "shotgun" seat. There was no fairness between us. So I think it's not fair to be her friend if I can never be there for her. So why choose her way and be ohk with it? I'm taking my own path, and would not like to walk in her shoes or, chinelas lol. because I know it's not the way life goes for me. Mainly I don't want to deal with the world. The world is not perfect, nor I, because if the world was perfect, there would be no world. I'm tired of typing.



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Life lost a little part of happiness