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Keep your gaurd!
So here's the thing. About the drawing above, it sort of relates to how I've been lately. I've gotten over some things, but the smaller portion rolls to a larger problem. The big problems were taken care of, but as I grown into smaller problems, they become a bigger deal. Seems like a hindrance right? Well I have no clue what's been hindering me from doing what I do. I don't know if it's about family, friends, or just anyone who surrounds me, but all I know, I just feel a little bothered. I've drifted away from the friends who have been my life. "You are who you hang out with" I've grown into that advice. My actions were all based on them. If I continued acting like them, I wouldn't accomplish anything. Within this certain group, they all desire attention. Relationships, new friends, new clothing, new personality, and money. It's hard to rely on friends with money. Yes, I came to a stop to free-loading off of people. Why? Because it's a wrong thing to do. Taking a friend's food is like taking candy from a child. (If you're such a bully to take the candy ahha) Friends just take take take, and never give. Such selfishness. We break up then make up, but no one really knew what kind of anger was behind this problem. So far, my days have been getting better. I only speak to one person about my days. Well, that's whenever we had a chance to even see each other. I'm guessing that he's going through some other kinds of problems that do involve being an independent person. But it's nice to tell sometimes. I've noticed what kind of a person anyone can be. Although I rarely don't notice it, because sometimes I don't give a damn, it takes time to clearly understand them. There is one girl who caught my attention, just because she wanted the attention. I don't want anything to deal with her. Sure we can talk like old times, but I don't want to take advantage of her, and be a backseater while she enjoys her life in the "shotgun" seat. There was no fairness between us. So I think it's not fair to be her friend if I can never be there for her. So why choose her way and be ohk with it? I'm taking my own path, and would not like to walk in her shoes or, chinelas lol. because I know it's not the way life goes for me. Mainly I don't want to deal with the world. The world is not perfect, nor I, because if the world was perfect, there would be no world. I'm tired of typing.



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Life lost a little part of happiness

This is nice

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J0VEY here (5:46:16 PM): patrick!
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:06:29 PM): Hi


Auto Response from J0VEY here (6:06:29 PM): time to catch up with hw, now that xc is over! YAYY



dnt forget! nov 22 ;]


J0VEY here (6:08:34 PM): did you get the IM from tony?
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:09:32 PM): Yup
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:09:33 PM): Haha
J0VEY here (6:09:42 PM): so you down for it?
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:09:47 PM): I guess so
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:09:48 PM): Haha
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:09:53 PM): I dont think I have any other plans
J0VEY here (6:10:00 PM): lol, arrighty
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:10:06 PM): Do you remember me ?
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:10:08 PM): Haha
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:10:16 PM): I said Hi to you before but you were like Whothefck are you ?!
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:10:17 PM): Hahaha
J0VEY here (6:10:32 PM): when was thiss?
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:10:38 PM): I forget
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:10:44 PM): One of the last two races at Montgomery
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:10:44 PM): Haha
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:10:47 PM): Ohhh
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:10:49 PM): That one day
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:10:51 PM): You gave Elvis
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:10:52 PM): The thingy
J0VEY here (6:10:53 PM): OHHHHH, freeal?
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:10:57 PM): Yeah
J0VEY here (6:11:00 PM): im srry =/
J0VEY here (6:11:06 PM): i do that a lot
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:11:06 PM): Its okayyy
J0VEY here (6:11:24 PM): cause if someone talks to me and i dont know them i just say that =/ srry
J0VEY here (6:11:42 PM): im feisty
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:11:45 PM): LOL
J0VEY here (6:12:01 PM): yeaaa...
J0VEY here (6:12:05 PM): srry about that again
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:12:26 PM): o___o
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:12:28 PM): Its okay !
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (6:12:29 PM): Haha
J0VEY here (7:07:19 PM): did you go to finals yesterday?
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:07:56 PM): Yeah


Auto Response from J0VEY here (7:07:56 PM): yes i studied one page!
4 more to go!


CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:07:56 PM): Omfg
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:07:58 PM): T____T
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:08:00 PM): SO COLD !
J0VEY here (7:08:07 PM): IT RAINED SIDEWAYS.
J0VEY here (7:08:11 PM): i fcking laughing
J0VEY here (7:08:24 PM): i was in the car the whole time after my race
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:08:44 PM): ...
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:08:45 PM): T____T
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:09:01 PM): http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=40823349
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:09:03 PM): Omfg
J0VEY here (7:09:24 PM): you bitch whyd you send me that
J0VEY here (7:09:31 PM): lol.
J0VEY here (7:09:35 PM): jk jk not that mean
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:10:31 PM): ...
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:10:34 PM): WRONG PERSON !
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:10:35 PM): T____T
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:10:40 PM): Hehehe
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:10:42 PM): Damn it
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:10:46 PM): ]:
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:10:48 PM): Im so confused
J0VEY here (7:10:52 PM): FOR SERIOUS, are you lying to me?
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:10:53 PM): After the race everything has been so
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:10:56 PM): @%$%&#
J0VEY here (7:10:58 PM): LOL
J0VEY here (7:11:00 PM): really?
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:11:02 PM): Sorry Jovey
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:11:03 PM): Yeah
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:11:04 PM): Haha
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:11:09 PM): I get like confused hella easily
J0VEY here (7:11:16 PM): wow, my days are getting better
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:11:17 PM): And when I bend over my head starts to hurt really bad
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:11:17 PM): D:
J0VEY here (7:11:21 PM): =/
J0VEY here (7:11:23 PM): drink tea
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:11:43 PM): You made me feel 10x more asian when you said that
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:11:44 PM): LOL
J0VEY here (7:11:57 PM): -____- your welcome
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:12:34 PM): :]
J0VEY here (7:14:09 PM): still i dont think you sent me that link on accident D:< lol
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:14:29 PM): I did !
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:14:30 PM): ):
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:14:31 PM): Oh well
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:14:34 PM): You mightve liked it
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:14:35 PM): ;]
J0VEY here (7:14:45 PM): i might have i might have not
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:14:52 PM): LOL
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:14:57 PM): Thats not good
J0VEY here (7:15:07 PM): ;D
J0VEY here (7:15:14 PM): shiiiit no homo, goshh
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:15:53 PM): LOL
J0VEY here (7:29:12 PM): did obama win yet?
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:29:35 PM): LOLOL
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:29:40 PM): We'll find out at 8:00
J0VEY here (7:29:47 PM): oh for serious?
J0VEY here (7:29:50 PM): alrighty then
J0VEY here (7:29:53 PM): what channel?
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:29:56 PM): Idk
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:29:59 PM): One of the news channels
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:30:05 PM): Thatre following the election
J0VEY here (7:30:47 PM): who do you go for?
J0VEY here (7:30:59 PM): vote for*
J0VEY here (7:31:17 PM): TONY'S ON
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:32:01 PM): o___o
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:32:02 PM): What ?!
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:32:15 PM): OH !
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:32:18 PM): I thought you meant
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:32:23 PM): He was on TV
J0VEY here (7:33:26 PM): ahhhhha think your funny huh?
J0VEY here (7:33:32 PM): jk
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:33:51 PM): ...
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:33:56 PM): Why are you so mean to me ?!
CrabbyPATTY 1210 (7:33:58 PM): Hahaha
J0VEY here (7:34:57 PM): lolxDD
J0VEY here (7:37:15 PM): ohy
J0VEY here (7:37:20 PM): go to the chat room